There I said it. Maybe that’s why I’ve been dreaming about snakes lately. Thank you Papa Jesus. But the thing is I feel like it’s impossible to happen. I’m nothing. I’m no A straight student. I’m one of those average student but I tell you when I want something I am going to work hard for it. Gusto ko maging doctor. Gusto ko makatulong sa mga tao. Hindi magiging madali alam ko. Kung kailangan kong magaral hanggang sa pagtanda ko maging doctor lang ako gagawin ko. May mga kinakatakot lang kasi ako. Pano kapag nagfail ako? Wala kasing imposible. Malay naten ako pa pala ang unang magiging doctor sa pamilya namen? Ang dami kong nakikitang hindrances bakit ganun. Tignan na lang natin. Sabi nga nila.
“Think only of the present. The future will take care of itself.”
Oh well. Basta alam ko araw araw akong ginaguide ni God. Nararamdaman ko. Time to eaaat! ❤️
The day that I feared and wished that would not happen finally came. I just don’t understand. What is so wrong with me that I am the one that always end up feeling like shit. I mean c’mon man if you don’t want me no more go fucking tell me. I don’t want your shitty sweet talk. When you told me that you are starting to fall in love with another girl I was so furious. BUT I didn’t shed a single tear. Dude, don’t think too highly of yourself. I expected this coming anyway. Lagi namang ganun diba? There’s this certain day na lahat ng kinkatakot mo mangyari ay mangyayari. Only then marerealize mo it’s too late. I’m so done with this crap.
So I was rummaging through the stuff at TJ Maxx. The first thing I saw was this jumper overalls. It was cute but when I tried it I didn’t really feel good in it. Then I saw this springy, gorgeous dress! It was love at first sight! <3 I was so excited to try it and even without trying it I knew that I would love that dress. Do you want to see what it looks like? :)
There’s the front. Gorgeous isn’t it? And it was only 13 bucks so it was an awesome catch! And the dress made me love her more because of the back. The back was adorable. I will of course put a bandeau but when I tried that I was wearing my dress so my bra at the back was showing. I edited it, of course but without further ado, here’s the back <3
Isn’t that gorgeous? That’s perfect especially if you’re living in an oven state called Florida. Maybe that is what I’m going to wear for the fair later and if it gets cold I will just wear my cardigan. So it’s perf! I’m so excited! After that I also bought some stuff at Aeropostale. It’s not much. I will blog it after this one because I have to get ready. We are going to leave at 5PM! Byeeeee :* :*
I’m so haaappyyyy! I got my refund from school and that money plus with my daddy’s help is enough to buy myself a new laptop: macbook pro, OR I would use the refund that I got to buy a ticket for Canada this April. I’m torn but it’s like 70/30. The ticket’s winning me. Because I know I can buy a macbook anytime, but my cousin’s debut plus fun times in Canada is way way better than a silly laptop. I’ll try if I can get the both of them, but if I had to choose only one?
It will be the plane ticket certainly. :)
Good night peeps!
spread out the good vibes ;)